Is anyone else struggling to believe that you’ll get past the stage you did with your angel baby?

I had a mmc at 13 weeks (confirmed at my 12 week scan) and only got as far as looking extra bloated. I can’t picture myself with a bump or feeling my baby move or seeing my baby wriggle around on the screen, my baby stopped growing at 7 weeks so I never got to experience that precious moment.

I’m booked in for an early scan at 8 weeks with this pregnancy and I’m terrified. My last US was traumatising and I’m almost expecting it to have the same outcome. I’m starting a new job the same week and it’s all just incredibly overwhelming. I have a counselling session booked in for a few days before to try and help me deal with it all better but I know I’m still going to feel sick with nerves.

If anyone has words of comfort or success stories following a mc or mmc I’d be so grateful if you could share them with me. This is such an anxious time 😖😞