Depressed

I’ve been really struggling recently. I have no real friends and feel no support from my husband or family. I normally struggle with depression so it’s not new to me but it’s soooo much harder to deal with pregnant. I’m so mad at myself for feeling this way because I’ve prayed and waited for this baby for so long and I should be over the moon happy. Don’t get me wrong I’m in love with my baby and can not wait for him to be here but I just feel so alone.