TMI POST/ rant

Pregnancy is officially the hardest thing I've ever done. Here's the short list of shit I've gone through the past 12 weeks

Soaking my undies from mucus

2 utis with pain that still hasn't gone away

Gas that wasn't actually gas twice resulting in bed sheets cleaning and pants cleaning

A hemorrhoid

Vomiting 4-5 times

Ugly crying from dealing with multiples of those at the same time

Trying to force feed myself just so I could take antibiotics

Plus all the other wonderful symptoms that normally come..dizziess, nausea, stretching pains etc.

They say it's all worth it, and I'll believe them one day but today is not that day. Struggling over here..