So every time I have ever taken a test I feel I get my hopes up because I think I know my body is trying to say I’m pregnant. But then I feel this huge let down. So I don’t really want to take a test.

My periods were always inconsistent, like four months or so in between then bleed for two months straight kind of thing. I had mirena for a year and a half, then got it taken out in April this year. My April, may , June and July periods were then on time with no birth control. Then I missed August.

I have had one pregnancy before, in 2014.

Between now and the first week of August, I have had: pelvic pain (5 days ago and today only), nausea (random spurts. But I’ve been having dreams of food then waking up being nauseous), smelling someone making ramen noodles literally 4 doors down from me, sore breasts (yesterday and today, which never happens), headaches, backaches, oversleeping, and I never felt myself ovulate in August or this month (usually I am very moody, mucus change, sex drive increases, etc), bloating and stiffness below my abdomen, keen sense of smell.

I’m wanting to test but also afraid :(

Husband and I have unprotected sex almost daily. Last period was the fourth week of July. Usually 29 day cycle.

I’m 32 dpo according to the date this glow calendar gave me but I did not have the symptoms of ovulation.

Glow says I’m 18 days late