Will our bond ever be the same

Social services came and took my newborn baby off me with an interim care order, temporarily. Because loads of family members raised concerns in highly depressed when I'm not. In the next few months when I get him home will our bond ever be the same. Will he remember me. I feel life isn't worth living anymore. I couldn't WAIT for him to get here. And they have taken him from me. I will never get this time back with him