Scared and nervous please some support.

Not many people know I had an ectopic pregnancy. Nor do people really care a lot. I get the “well just try again. It’s a 10% chance for another you’ll be fine” “don’t stress” “at least you didn’t have surgery”

I was placed on expected watch and my body naturally miscarried without a shot or surgery. I’ve had two natural cycles and now we are trying again. I’m supposed to do a pregnancy test in the next couple of days and I’m nervous. Even if I see a positive I’ll still be scared since my heart was torn last time I seen it.

I just please need some good vibes.