I just want to hear that baby is healthy and then maybe I can get excited about the gender, but I am so nervous something serious will be wrong with the little nugget. I’m starting to regret not doing any genetic testing just for peace of mind. With my first I was so excited and these thoughts never crossed my mind. Now after two miscarriages I feel as though I’ve lost my pregnancy innocence- where you get pregnant and baby is healthy and you have no worries.

2 weeks to go still 😣