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I have no words.

Posting anon for now because I have family on here. I don’t want them to know yet.

I’m going to be 19 in February. My boyfriend will be 20 in February, 4 days after my birthday.

For almost THREE YEARS we have not had even a scare. Three. Years. I tracked my cycle, it was always regular, we used condoms. We never did anything during the week I would ovulate.

This time, it was a week and a half before my expected ovulation date. The condom broke. We noticed right away and stopped immediately. I went and got plan B right away and took it. As directed. Right. Away.

How am I pregnant? Okay, I understand how. But I don’t get HOW.

There are so many women who WANT a baby, and struggle to get pregnant. I feel so bad for being angry and upset over this. I am getting what so many women dream to have, and I’m not excited. I’m confused.

My boyfriend is so amazing, he definitely is not happy or excited but he isn’t blaming me. He tells me I’ll be a good mother and we will be okay. He has a great paying job, I go to college full time and I am a waitress full time as well. Combined, we would be well off enough to where we wouldn’t need to be asking our parents for a handout but we definitely would still be struggling.

Does anybody else have advice on going to college while pregnant? My due date would be a few weeks before the end of the spring semester so I’m worried. I don’t want to drop out of school. I only have a few semesters left.

Please. I just need some advice right now. I don’t know how to feel..I was raped 5 years ago and got pregnant and I was forced into an abortion. I never want to go through that again..but that memory just makes this so much harder