I hate sex

I’m a shit wife.

I hate sex.

Absolutely hate it.

My husband loves it.

He wants it multiple times a day, no matter where we are and who is awake (we have two kids).

I try my best to at least engage a few times a week.

Sometimes it’s much longer.

I’m lost.

The thought of sex makes me cringe.

Am I broken?

What should I do?