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So because I am AMA I did the Maternity T21 test last Wednesday! Got the results yesterday afternoon and the babe is perfect so far and we are expecting a little BOY💙 my husband is over the moon excited because this is his first and I cried like a baby. I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks in April with a little girl and for some reason feeling like I have been cheated because I wanted a girl SO BAD. I know this is going to cause controversy because I should “just be happy I am pregnant” but the hormones are real and it was a rough day. Woke up this morning thinking of my little man inside there and feeling much better. Only thing I can say is don’t let other people shame you for your feelings. My husband was so supportive and just told me it was okay to cry but that Hayzel sent us a little crazy boy to love and take care of. I am so excited to be starting all over after 10 years! Wishing everyone a happy and healthy 9 months 💙