A Little Sad

I was suppose to have a shower in August. Then my grandmother found out she had lung cancer. So she had surgery to remove it. Finally she's home. Still down and weak. I was suppose to get something together last week but it got pushed to the back burner because of my grandmother. I am bummed about whats been going on with her but I know that the help of others as far as gifts and a room full of encouraging people would be what we needed. Especially carrying twins. I am getting more nervous about them everyday. I am 31 weeks.