Sometimes loving your child and trying to do any and everything to make them happy backfires and today it did. I love my daughter so much we have such a bond. We breastfeed and co-sleep. She usually naps on my bed and today she fell. I was devastated I felt like a terrible mom. Feel just worried and sad that I let her down when I’m supposed to be the one that protects her like no other. I know there will be judgement about this post. Some people may mom shame me. But everything I do is to make her happy and let her know she is loved . I’m gonna start transitioning her to the crib after today’s scare . Luckily she is doing fine. Keeping a eye on her still. My husband let me know that I’m still a amazing mom and that we all make mistakes but it’s a learning process. He reminded me that he knows I do everything out of love , but sometimes it can backfire.