Has anyone been with someone that you can’t help but do everything they ask and you would drop everything in a heart beat for them. But yous can go months without talking but then out of the blue you’d start talking again and you feel like it’s going good but then don’t speak for ages again! But you just can’t seem to move on and all you think about is them every day!

But you just have a gut feeling they don’t care but you try to move on and they find out and come crawling back to you!

I feel like I’m trapped in an ongoing cycle and I have no self esteems because of him! But can’t seem to feel like I could go near anyone else with out being freaked out