Scared

So I finally took the step to figure out what's wrong with me and why my body doesnt work right. Tomorrow I'm getting an ultrasound. Not in the way I would like to get one. Where you get to see your baby. But to see what kind of issues are going on with my ovaries. Then I get to wait a week to hear the results.

Idk why but I'm scared. I've always wanted more than anything to have my own family and 3 miscarriages later no doctors willing to help just telling me I'm to young to hve issues with my ovaries and now I finally found one who is willing to help me and I just want to cry it's all so real now. Before I was able pretend that I'm fine and my time will come but now I get to find out the truth and I'm scared.

Has anyone else felt like this?