Little back story. My SO younger sister and I don’t really get along. We’ve had disagreements and have actually gone a long period of time without speaking to each other. I reached out being the bigger person and let her know that I would like to be civil and try to get along for my sons sake. We have slowly started talking and have been able to be around each other without any tension. During the end of her pregnancy she’s had a rough time with anxiety. She has reached out to me because I’ve been though that. She asked me to be in the delivery room when she goes into labor. Well last night her water broke and I was there helping her and coaching her to breath. She delivered a healthy beautiful baby girl. I have been ttc for a bit with no luck. Being in the delivery room and holding the baby has been rough. I want a baby so bad and it’s upsetting that she got pregnant without trying. She’s gotten pregnant easily before this baby. To top it all off I’m having AF symptoms this morning when I thought this was my month. Sorry for this being so long but I needed to get all out. Our families don’t know we have been trying for another baby so I have no one to talk to about my feelings.