Another negative

My husband and I have been TTC for 11 months. And still nothing. He’s a very stubborn guy who believes “if it’s meant to happen, it’ll happen”, and I’m the anxious one wanting him to get tested to see if we actually CAN conceive. I’ve been tested, and have gotten pregnant before, so I know it isn’t me.

I’m not looking for a response or even words of encouragement. I’m just really sad. It has been an incredibly difficult year since we’ve also been dealing with the rapidly deteriorating condition of his dad, and maybe it isn’t the “right timing”, but I just really wanted good news today. My period is late (it’s always early) and I’ve been nauseous and dizzy all week. We BD on the right days, again, and nothing.

I’m sad. And lost. And just needed to vent. Thanks for listening, friends.