Me & my SO had an argument a few days ago. We didn’t break up but we haven’t been speaking we never really resolved the problem we just didn’t speak. We went a day or 2 without talking. Today around 10am he texted me and we started getting on the topic a little bit then when I told him my perspective as to why I reacted the way I did he didn’t respond until 5:30 pm but he was active on social media. That just killed all of my effort to want to try & make it work because he decided to reply hourssss later when he came off of work a long time ago & he was active on social media so I just responded with a dry “Ok”. I always put effort in to make things work or to solve issues but I’ve lost every fight. I usually get upset when we’re discussing things & he takes long to respond because I like to just talk about it & get it over with. Throw it in the trash and continue with life when he takes so long to respond back it makes the topic drag on and on even for DAYS! communication is key & rn we are lacking it heavily. I’d double text him to get him on board on talking it out but now idec if he replied at all. I’m not reaching out or putting in any more effort to fix things or to talk about things then he is. I’m at the point where idc if we even talk or not because if he really did care he would show it & he’d want to talk it out and get it over with as much as I showed I wanted to this morning when he first reached out. I’m honestly losing all my fucks to give. I’m not gonna lie I am crazy & dramatic sometimes but what female isn’t lol . Today I’ve kept my cool & didn’t trip I was fully relaxed & just let whatever be , be. I didn’t force anything I didn’t try to get him to talk to me I didn’t do anything but wait. If a man really cares about you & the relationship wouldn’t he do all things to show it? I’m tired of being the fixer all the time & the person to show they care the most. I am starting to fully act on if it’s meant to be it’ll be & if not we can just part ways🤷🏼‍♀️. Idk if I’m just giving up or I just dc anymore . Without speaking for the last 2 days I’ve been busy with some work so he didn’t have my full attention where I would cry or be really sad. The thought of losing him hurts but I feel like now I’ll be able to handle myself if that’s what it will come down to. I haven’t cried or stayed in bed or just lost all hope like I usually do. I’m trying to better myself & choose me.