My husband and I are trying to have a Rainbow baby... back in March we had an ectopic pregnancy and I almost died. It’s been an emotional roller coaster ever since. We moved cross country and are starting fresh. We have been trying but that wait is the worst... and the moment you go to the bathroom and you see evidence of your period...it gets me every time 😭. So... we start the waiting process all over again. Then there are the people who say...”just stop trying and it will happen”.... well the problem is I’ve dreamt of being a mom for as long as I can remember. In fact I am one... I was a mom before I even knew it.... it’s my completion. So I can’t just forget about it. So here I am one day late... and I’m trying to stay calm. “Don’t get your hopes up”.... I’m doing my best... but I would love to know I’m not the only one....

Anyone else out there?