I just know im out this month... I feel like AF is about to make her GRAND entrance *eye roll* I've tested a few times, and one this morning and STILL B.F.N. AF is suppose to be here tomorrow... I am hoping she send a pink line instead.... I am tired of waiting and crying and going through depressed stages just because i'm not throwing up sick every day.. it would sound crazy to a teenager who "mysteriously" got knocked up at 17 and doesn't want the baby... (my HS friend...) I would give anything to be able to have that baby. I just want to know what if feels like to be pregnant, to give my mom her first and only grand child, to be able to give my grandmother a great grand child before she passes away. I want to be pregnant for everyone else but especially me.