Why can’t I stop loving you ?

Is it because you were the first guy I’ve ever ACTUALLY loved? You took the best years of my life ... I took the best years of your life ..

Your my obsession.

I live for you and my son and for you to move on and be with someone who isn’t me is slowly killing me.. I know things have changed throughout the years but I appreciate you always helping even if it has nothing to do with our son .. why am I no longer the 1 for you?

Was my love never enough? Will I never be enough? Is it because I gained weight? Does this new girl make you cum? Are you doing the sexual things I taught you to her? Is she smaller ? Prettier ? Or better than me?

Why is she worthy of your time and love?

Release me and let me go forever , stop holding on to what I think is eventually gonna be perfect again💔