Well... I was recently diagnosed with PCOS. The only tell tail signs of it were.... well. I had none. And have none. Except infertility. Only until they started digging deeper did they fine our answer (for now). High testosterone and insulin resistance.

We have been TTC for 2.5 years and have lost 3 early pregnancies.

I’ve heard of so many pregnancies that the announcement I heard of tonight just made me sick to my stomach. I felt a rush of emotions like this is never going to happen. I feel like my biggest fear is going to come true. That I’ll never carry my own child.

I’m losing faith and struggling in this darkness. I don’t know how to get myself out of this one. It’s hit me hard tonight.

Is there anyone else out there with a similar scenario? Pcos, high dhea-s and insulin resistance? I’m on ample amounts of supplements, thyroid med, new prenatal, progesterone in 2 forms.