Would you be okay w this?? (Choking kink. Pls read)

Okay so. Im in a really really weird place in my life right now. Two years ago I met a guy, he took my virginity, we dated for a year and then broke up. Ever since then we've talked on and off. I trust this man with my life and we are super kinky. Two nights ago we had sex for the first time in months and he choked me... which Im totally down for lol. The harder the better for me. But anyways. He accidentally choked me so hard and long that I blacked out and when I came back he was panicking and he grabbed me up and held me in his arms and made sure I was okay. I was pretty freaked out but he felt terrible. Today we were sexting a little and I brought up how I blacked out. Is it totally weird that I think its kinda hot?? Like he would never physically hurt me but I kinda want him to choke me so hard I black out again😅 and then he said next time after I black out he's just gunna keep fucking me until I come back... is this okay?? Like. Have we totally lost it lol?!?!