Husband knocked me out

Since i have no place where i could open my heart and i so wanted to share it with someone.. my husband just knocked me out of the house in the middle of night and i had nothing with me so i could go somewhere else

I went out to have a little walk in the evening when he was not home and when i came back he was already home when he started yelling “ill break your legs next time you go out without my permission” i simply said that i needed a fresh air he pushed me out of the house and shut the door... later after 4 hours he came to take me back home and since i was empty handed that time i had no other choice than coming back with him

He is so so self obsessed he doesn’t bother to realize that i also exist i keep waiting for him all day long but he doesn’t take that into consideration and when i try to spend my time doing something he abuses me... he is so f....g “I, me, myself” person always busy in his own things and expecting me to do all his chores without even question...what should i do about it