3rd miscarriage 😢

Mr
Miscarried again..... I'm so heartbroken and angry at the same time. I can't do this anymore. I'm giving up. So tired of all the pain and stress. We've ttc for so long and the only thing we got was 3 painful miscarriages in less than a year. Everyone tells me God has a plan, to trust him. And to trust his timing, well I don't know how to trust him anymore. Why would his plan include so much pain?????