Apologies if you don’t approve of cursing but this is how I feel today. Some days are SO much harder than others.

Even though I am pregnant with our rainbow it doesn’t remove any of the heartbreak of my mc and that our baby was stolen from us, along with all future ‘pregnancy innocence’.

I am terrified of history repeating itself.

I’ve taken today off as a personal today and am currently lounging on the sofa with my little dog watching Disney vlogs to try and cheer myself up.

Sending love to anyone who needs it today 💕