It hurts 😩 (feeling sorry for myself)

Lola • Trying for a rainbow baby ♥️

I just started a new job in the centre of town. It's great, I'm loving my time there but it's so hard because so many new mums come in.

One woman walked into the store heavily pregnant running her belly like it was a second nature. Couldn't help but watch her walk around the room looking beautiful as ever feeling envy in my bones because she had what I craved.

Another girl who knew the manger came in with her two babies one a year old, the other being three. She announced to my manager she's pregnant with her third.

I haven't even got one!!! How come she's got three??

When is my day going to come? 😭