He changed my life...not in a good way

You may think I used to be a selfish and egocentric,narcissic person and you would be quite right although I was not that much.

Anyway, I used to be really happy with what I were, it was me before anything or anyone else.

Unfortunately, I met a guy whom I fell in love with. I knew he would never be the one. Then why on earth has he been so important in my life?

He broke my heart definitely.

Then started the doubts, the fear, the anxiety, the laziness, loneliness and depression.

I think I would never be the same anymore. Still don't know wether it's good or not. So far I would have prefered never suffered like this...I hope I'm going to evolve in a good way though😯

(Just need to write it down girls, but if you have ever experienced that, tell me how you have been feeling)