I'm so over it all.

Lu

This pregnancy is going to kill me. I'm a depressed mess. I have no support, and I'm so over telling me to just enjoy it.

My stupid body has ICP again (Which is rare)

My poor son had a mass that shifting his heart to the right side of his body called ccam (Which is rare)

And now I have Polyhydramnios (Which occurs in less than 1 percent of pregnancies.)

How come shitty people get these healthy easy pregnancies and I do everything right and everything goes wrong. 😞 I just want my son to live. And everyday we risk loosing him.