Disappointed

So I have been checking the app to keep track of my periods. I want due for another 6 days. I start to feel bad and I think it's just the weather changing and my body adjusting. In the back of my head I'm like oh I might be pregnant. Then BAM. I start bleeding. I soaked through my work pants. I change after work and go about my night and BAM I soaked through a second pair of pants in a few hours. I'm so frustrated that it hit so early that I wasn't prepared. My insides feel like they are rotting out. Ugh.