This is our first baby and I should be ecstatic about a boring pregnancy and a healthy baby girl in my belly, but I’m having the hardest time being happy knowing that my husband will miss her birth by a week. I have so much anger towards the military and feel like he isn’t trying to get the leave, which I know he is. I just need to vent about it! I’m tired of crying and feeling mad that I have no signs of having my baby early. Is anyone else in the same boat? I know I “signed” up for this life, but its still extremely hard :/