Husband & I on different pages of when to have a baby

I’ve been struggling the past 2months with my desire to have a child. I would love to start a family now but my husband would like to wait at least a year. I completely respect his desire to wait and do NOT want to make him feel guilty or anything about not wanting to TTC right now. My best friend just announced that she and her husband are pregnant and I’m surprised at how envious I am. I know that’s wrong but it’s how I feel. Advice on patience?