Just a little venting

Well i been posting on here about these crazy symptoms i kept having month after month knowing i wasn't prego...missed period, cramping short period, late period, heavy period, bloated and yes even gassy. I even went to a Dr here and he did an ultrasound and said i had cyst on my left ovary and to come back in 6 months. Well i still kept having these symptoms, and on top of that i haven't gotten pregnant. So i decided to go see a different Dr...turns out i have a cyst twice the size of my ovary on my right side.....ughhhh. :( I'm really hoping i don't have to have surgery....they are also gonna do a hsg this month I'm just so nervous about all of this and kinda sad about how long its taking for us to have our rainbow baby :( has anyone else had this what was your outcome? What about HSG testing? Or cyst removal surgery?