So sick of negative tests 😩

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We've been trying for a year, and my periods are super irregular. My last cycle was 137 days... It turns out I have lean PCOS and am not ovulating regularly, so I cannot even predict the right time to have sex. My doctor said that the PCOS causes you to get false positive OPKs and you can have EWCM multiple times as your body tries to ovulate and doesn't succeed. I have been trying to be positive. Things could definitely be worse, but taking a pregnancy test every week during these super long cycles to rule out pregnancy is killing me. I'm 34, so I'm definitely feeling pressure to concieve soon.