Pregnancy has humbled me


17+3 and I still have almost daily nausea. Every now and again I feel pretty good, otherwise I’m gagging and feeling constantly sick. Today I threw up. As I’m throwing up, I peed my pants. I dry heaved and continued to trickle all over the floor. My two year patted my back and said ok mama? Ok? No 😭 I’m not ok. I want to be done. I want my baby in my arms and to feel good again. Please tell me I’m not alone!