We lost our perfectly healthy 5mo old suddenly and tragically, on Aug 4th. Our lives will never be the same. Our perspective has changed from "Let's just have 2 or 3 kids" to "Let's have all the babies". I really feel like children are a blessing and as long as we are able to support them and love them why should we limit ourselves to a number? I feel like we will know when our quiver is full.

We are trying again, and currently in the sucky waiting time to see if it happened.

Just sitting here, waiting, mourning, and hoping.