So... hey I am feeling very frustrated. I am starting to think having a child is not for me. My husband and I have been trying so hard for the past 6 years now. I was diagnosed with PCOS and from that had some unusual thyroid issues just some weird counts nothing major was wrong then boom went to the hospital and was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes all in the same year 2016. Now I’m trying to control my sugar levels so I can start Clomid but this shit is no joke it is truly hard. I just feel like I want to quit. With the pressure of life and work and health and Anxiety I feel like I want to just say F this. I haven’t started my period yet it’s going on 8 days scared to take a pregnancy test because I don’t know the outcome will be but every time this happens its always negative. I just needed to vent. If anyone has any advice please feel free to let me know.