Am I fucked up?

So im one of those person that will give you the same treatment you give mee...

So whenever my boyfriend gets sick he kinda wants to be babied.. he doesnt say it but he is always trying to make me feel bad for him 🙄

But whenever im sick he always ignores me, so whenever he is sick I always ignore him lol 😝 idk if its because I really dont care that he is sick or just because we dont really have a connection anymore? Idk lol

I might have not made sense but I needed to let it all out 😂