Can’t believe Thiss😩!

I’m so depressed and so out of it I’m only 20 and miscarried my 2nd child yesterday Miscarried my very first child June of this year I was excited because I was going to be an first time mom both me and my boyfriend that was our first child and now here again in September I lost our second child 😪 I’m now convinced I can’t have kids all I can do is cry I don’t even want to try again because I’m scared I will miscarry the 3rd one! This is so hard because I’m going through this only at 20 years old 😩😪