Hi Everyone,

I just recently found out that I am pregnant with my first baby. I am about 7 to 8 weeks. I was dating a guy for a couple of months. He was very charming, told me what I wanted to hear, etc. Shortly after we broke up I had a positive pregnancy test. I was thinking there's no way so I took a total of 3 more HPT's, all of which were positive. I told the guy that I am pregnant and he said what are you going to do. He listed three options....medical abortion, adoption or single mom. He doesn't want anything to do with me or the baby. Deep down I know this is for the best. This guy seems to be unstable. He tried committing suicide 5 times which I didn't know anything about until later in our short relationship. He also thinks he knows everything and blames me for everything. Even went as far as saying I got pregnant on purpose and that the HPT wasn't mine, that I found a picture online. He can be very degrading. I am Christian and he wants nothing to do with God. Needless to say we are complete opposites and I have no idea what I saw in him.

I am having a hard time accepting this news and am afraid of doing this on my own. I am 36 yrs old and feel like a young girl all over again.

I honestly just feel lost and confused. Words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.