Lordddd when will it be my turn

Maryanna.... trying for baby number 4 for 2years • Melody

I have 3 girls .. 10,5,6. It's wasnt this hard before.im 30, my SO is 25. He doesn't have any kids. I just wanna be pregnant already. Dammit. When will i get to post my test and say " we're finally pregnant"ughhh. Before this relationship i was in a relationship for 2 years and we tried. Now im in a new relationship and still trying. Is 30 to old? I just don't get it