I had a domestic dispute with my ex. Prior to the fight I found out he was sending dirty messages to his other baby mama which I asked about which led to the violence. 2 days later I found out I'm pregnant. There is a restraining order in place so I told his sister and mom and his ex loves the drama so i knew the news would travel one way or another. They all say he wants nothing to do with this baby. I'm already a single mom to a 4 yr and just lost my job looking for another. Everything is crashing in on me at once. And idk what I'm gonna do. I want him to be the dad this Child needs but I doubt he will be. Idk anymore.