Till death do us part fr

Ok so I’ve been with my so for a little over 10 years he is one of those macho men that wants me to do everything which I don’t mind but lately he’s been coming home late and there’s been a couple of times when he doesn’t come home till the next day I talked to him about it but he says that since he pays for everything that he can do what he wants I told him I was gonna get a job and he gets mad and doesn’t want me working because my work is to serve him it bothers me because I don’t even have any friends since I do t even go out anymore this app is the closest thing I have to talking to someone it’s complete bs I’ve tried leaving in the past only to get him upset and him tracking me down he says the only way we’ll split up is if one of us dies I know I need to get out of this relationship but I’m just too afraid to do it