I love being a mom.. waking up in the middle of the night sucks ass but being able to hold my rainbow baby is so worth it. My favorite part of being a new mom is holding her in my arms, I never want to let go even once she falls asleep at 3am I still want to hold her and kiss her. She's such a daddy's girl, she laughs so hard ONLY with him. I get a little butt hurt but still love their bond and home it stays strong since I didn't have a bond with my dad.

Lol but I'm starting to realize that I'm losing myself 🤪😄😳... Anyone else? Like aside from the fact that you forget to eat.. I haven't gotten new close in decades and I've been wearing the same bra for a million years and I only have 3 pants & like 5 shirts... not to mention I've got some pounds to loose 😳😫.. ohh & today I FINALY went to die my hair & they totally didn't do what I wanted & the other day I was so tired out of my mind, I bought coffee and was soooo looking forward to it and then I dropped the whole thing without getting a chance to taste it 😭.. anyone else loosing themselves? Lol