I am so scared to take a test.

I am on my 3rd round of clomid after 2 years ttc. The first two rounds my cycles regulated back to 26 days (normal for me) and I ovulated from my right ovary (pain!) around cd 12/13. This cycle there was no pain which suggests either I didn’t ovulate or I ovulated from the left (which would be ideal as I only have my left tube after ectopic). I didn’t track ovulation this month as expected it to follow the same pattern so I am guessing that I am now on 16po today. I had just a single spot of blood at 7dpo and 12dpo. And my boobs have been sore - happens before AF - for over a week which doesn’t happen. I am bloated, gassy and nauseous, irritable, constantly tired and keep waking up to pee in the night.

Problem is I am terrified to test. Since my ectopic 2 years ago I have convinced myself multiple times that I am pregnant. This is the last cycle before we take a break from ttc so I’m worried that it’s all in my head. I don’t want to lose onto this hope if it’s negative. But equally I’m driving myself mad wondering.

Do I bite the bullet and test? I think I know the answer but interested to know your guys thoughts.