I’ve always denied it but I have been sexually active since 14 (25 now)..the first guy who took my virginity was 17..well he got me pregnant and I had an abortion without his knowledge (and he was pretty pissed because he wanted a kid) well I was young I didn’t want to screw up my future..I slept with two of his friends and he found out and got mad..that’s just the beginning I have slept with more than 20 men at the age of 25...I’ve always made myself think i was the victim it was guys not me but thinking back on it my devious ways has landed many guys who wanted a serious relationship to leave me for the next girl and I blamed them because I felt played..I’ve had many potential serious relationships but I always find myself screwing it up because I don’t want them at the time or I’m looking for the next thing..well I want one guy I met in college back yes I kinda screwed him over...I was having sex with another guy while he was professing his love that he wanted me to be his girlfriend...well now he won’t even speak to me but now I realize how much of good guy he was...now I feel bad for everything I’ve done because I did everything to not be fucked over or explore my options...now the guys that were worth it won’t even talk to me twice ...