I was watching this brother comfort his sister while she was crying and he was being so sweet to her. They have a YouTube channel and I found more videos of them being so close and they truly love each other. My two older brothers on the other hand aren't even close to being that nice to me. The oldest is nicer to me but he's more of an introvert anyway so it doesn't bother me that much when he isolates himself. But then my other brother really just doesn't give me the time of day. There are a couple times we do have fun. When we game or when we were younger. We were so close when we were young! I'm 14 and he's 16. (My oldest brother is 17.) I just want them to care about me like that. They aren't mean to me so that's great. I text the 17 year old one kinda often and we snap and talk irl too. I'm kinda equally close wth them. We aren't totally isolated from each other but we all are just so busy and we are supposed to be "grumpy" teenagers that are too cool for each other so they probably think I'm lame. Sorry if any of that doesn't make sense. I've just been crying for the past 20 minutes because I want that relationship with them. But they probably don't. I know I don't have it as bad as others but I'm just hurting so much about it.