So on the way to my visit grayson decides to lets 3 poops back to back, one before leaving, second in the car and third right before we went in 🙄🙄 we were about 5 mins late (better time then when I was pregnate 😅😅) I walk in and the usual nurse weighs me /blood pressure. She then asks "any questions for the doctor-well....

*Side note* Ive been brest feeding but have to return back to school& work soon. So I recived perrmisson from the pediatrician when he turned 4 weeks to give him a little formula till I can get his stomache used to it & get the dry up pill from my OBGYN.

Now back to talking with the nurse. I say "well yes id like the pill that drys you up" she doesnt say anything just that shell be in shortly to check you.

She finally comes in and 1st thing she ask is my age..im 21. *My obgyn is also very straight forward* Right off the bat she changed her tone and says to me, do you really want to strip your baby of natural blah blah blah blah in my head im thinking i get it, ive herd this, ive done my research. I explain that im going back to school an going to try to work atleast a day or two a week just so I can help my boyfriend out the little I can. She goes on and on about how florida law you can brest pump and all this but I honeslyy dont know if id want to run to the bathrrom every hour to pump (just me personaly). She of course is a busy women an goes on to tell me she pumped (mind you shes supper holistic & thats how holy cross is) she says shes scorpio and how their stubborn and if she wanted to brestfeed she would an found a way into her busy schedule then telling me thats what I need to do. Is just find a way and be driven. and I finally just give in &tell her oh wow ok ok ok ill continue.

👏Soooo then she continues the check up &asks sooooo... when do you want your next baby? I reply well December, maybe I was a little thrown off buy her shoving her 1,000 foot hand up my vaginal canal but not this comming up december 2018 I ment 2019, and before i could correct myself she starts going into a shpeeal about how im way to young blah im fertile fertile fertile blah blah alot of 40 yr olds have kids now blah why would I want one so soon and i said idk if I want to wait till im 40 and then she goes into a tangent about I need to raise this one before I can even think of raising another blah blah I need to get things settled with myself an establish a relationship with my baby blah blah hes not even old enough to walk why would I want to raise two babies at the same time. **!!SIDE NOTE NOT TRYING TO BOAST OR SHOW OFF OR MAKE ANYONE FEEL BAD!!** I only gained 20 lbs my pregnancy didnt have any complications other than my RH- blood type. And then Shes going on an on and on about how the weight this an my weight that and I finally nod my head and agree. I get it I see wheres shes comming from. Needless to say after that i kept agreeing with her to avoid anymore lecturing. I get it i understand 🙄🙄 (even though thousands of women have kids back to back at my age but ok lets act like its the end of the world to bottle feed an have kids close together *sarcasm*)

So finally I came home like usual started brestfeeding him nd while i brestfeed I put my app timer on and scroll through my newsfeed and I went to go refresh but before it refreshed I seen a post, in the post it said gracelyn, if I had a girl id name her that 😊 so I guess I didnt learn my lesson 🤗