Message to my husband (most likely some bad language.. I appologize now

Is it so difficult to pay friggin attention to me? I work ALL DAMN DAY LONG while you are not.. you KNOW I had a rough day but do you give a shit? No.. you just ignore me and go do your own damn thing... which you KNOW pisses me off even more.. THEN, after I have fallen asleep because I was by myself for the last 5 hrs, you leave, not saying a fucking word, and when I am woken up by the damn cats that YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FEED, I go to find you and see that you are gone. I send you a message Thanking you for telling me you were gone and that I hope you are not dead and you say, "You were sleeping, I didnt want to wake you"

PLEASE... dont do me any damn favors.. you dont give a DAMN normally if you wake me at ANY OTHER TIME IN OUR ENTIRE MARRIAGE, but now, all of a sudden, you give a shit.

You know I work with a bunch of bitches and maybe all I want when I came home was a little down time with my husband... the man who is SUPPOSED TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT MY WELL BEING!!

I know you are "normally" a good husband, I am not knocking it or denying it, but I am NOT like the other fucking women who you have ever been with.. I have NEVER wanted your money.. I have always made my own.. all I want is your time and your affection. You KNOW I am not monitarily high maintenance. . I am emotionally high maintenance. . You are the dumb ass who said he actually liked that about me.. I get that you have a hard time expressing it.. I have known for all these years.. but SHIT MAN... get on the damn ball.. for ONCE... and realize that I might just need you to just BE HERE with me.. laugh with me.. make me forget the fact that I hate my job but it is a necessary evil.

PLEASE... be the man that you promised me on our wedding day you would be. . My partner and my best friend... I feel best friendless right now and I HATE IT. When you need someone to listen to your stupid "long story short" long ass stories, I listen and pay F-ing attention... is it too much to ask for the same in F-ing return...

DAMNIT.

Rant the F over.