Need to vent

Elizabeth • TTC#1. 5 years and counting. Waiting for our little miracle.

So it’s 6dp5dt today. I feel nothing. All the “symptoms” I felt stopped. I had a dream this cycle failed. I’m moody but meds and PMS doesn’t help that. I think I’m just neutral about everything at this point. I have my defense wall up. Like that’s going to stop me from getting hurt lol. I just want it to be Saturday so I can move on either way.