So my boyfriend is telling me to have sex with other men but don’t tell him when I’ve done it, I tried to have sex with him but he just shoved me away, he lies to me telling me he was at a friends who I’ve never heard of, he comes home late, he’s 20 years older than me, I love him more than anything but I feel like he don’t love me anymore, do I stay or do I leave, even when I do leave I go straight back to him